I am exhausted and feel like I have been swimming in a pit of mud that doesnt end in every direction and is too deep so I can’t touch the bottom and the mud is so thick and everything has been happening in my head and outside of existence and nothing has happened becuase it was all somewhere else and not real and it feels like yesterday was years ago and today has taken forever and been slow and is stretched out so far that it will never end and never began.
